Its easier to believe that through all of this great sadness theres happiness.Not everyone can see the happiness right away. sometimes it takes death to notice everything you once had. But by ending your life before your life was meant to be ended you have surrendered to your emotions and will never see what you were meant to be... once an angel all you can do is watch others attempt the very same thing you tried to do that year in high school when everyone was pissing you off and you figured no one would notice if maybe you just slipped and drew blood or if maybe you stole your dads gun.. yea sure no one would noticed right.... you remember all of those feelings. and now wonder why you let your life pass. instead of working through it
