Wat i had

Wat i once had is now n the past

and I'm left standing w/ just the memories of what use to be great

now I'm stuck caught between what i want and what i need

everyday i confuse the two and think it's the same thing

never to know the truth.

now i lie here lost because

i know that I'm over it, but the memories are what hurts me

knowing that i had happiness and remembering the little things

that i forgot before when it was good

and then it gets worst when i realize

that it wasn't as bad as it was made out to be

so I'm stuck in the unknown and n that "what if" phase

hoping to one day be satisfied w/ not knowing and out of the questioning phase

hopefully happiness will come, until then i hope i find serenity!