It Is My Fault *Sorry mum :'(

by Torn   Oct 18, 2005


Day by day you're losing your colour,
Becoming like you were that summer.
And you know it gives me such a fright,
I try to forget every night.

Rest assured i feel the guilt,
Over all of that blood spilled.
So please do not think that I'm heartless,
It's just that i feel so worthless.

I tried to stop a while ago,
But it's an addiction don't you know?
It's so hard to forget,
That great feeling i get.

I see the pain in your eyes,
You tell me I'm killing you inside.
I see the grave toll it's taking,
On your happiness, now you're just faking.

I love you with all of heart,
I wish you knew that from the start.
If i could take it back i would,
If i could stop how i am i would.

Know that i never meant to hurt you,
Please believe me you know it's true.
You were never meant to see,
Never meant to know the real me.

*I'm so sorry mum :'(
i guess the story behind this is that she found out of my wrist i guess, and has been out of it ever since...

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  • 19 years ago

    by brkendown

    Hey u commented on my poem and thanks for doing soo but it would be better for every one that way!! they dont understand no matter what or who i tell it doesnt matter its ok
    thanks for commenting

    ps.. i love ur poem!

  • 19 years ago

    by Laura Ash

    Omg thats so sad. I feel like crying...

  • 19 years ago

    by Jamie

    I didn't go through the same thing but when they found out they were worried. but this is so sweet that you are actually thinking about the people you affected

    I love you with all of heart,
    I wish you knew that from the start.
    If i could take it back i would,
    If i could stop how i am i would.

    that's my favorite line i think it had a great flow to it, so did the rest of the poem i appriciate your comments hun they make me happy!! your wonderful

  • 19 years ago

    by TeArS R FaLLiNg

    Hey this is so sad, hope your mum is ok...and you xoxox another great poem xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by I.Dont.Own.Emotion.I.RENT.

    Omg this poem is soooo good! that must have rele sucked when your mom found out. but she still loves you and cares about you. never forget that. but this poem is so amazing--directly from the heart! 5/5 love ya~lex

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