My memories constantly haunt me,
Of the past I really hate,
My enemies words they taunt me,
Their deadly blows seal my fate.
My family how they cage me,
Keeping me trapped and too close,
My family, they must hate me,
They brought me into a world I never chose.
My friends how they irritate me,
Always bagging themselves out,
My friends how the try to understand,
Understand something they know nothing about.
My boyfriend does not know me,
And has no love to give,
My boyfriend cannot show me,
A world in which I'd want to live.
My eyes can no longer see,
Or show any kind of emotion,
My eyes are blinding me,
From seeing my loved ones devotion.
My ears cannot hear,
What anyone tries to say,
My ears a filled with a ringing,
Of people screaming go away
My nose can only smell the decay,
Of the dead people walking around,
My knows can only smell fear,
Of lost souls craving to be found.
My heart can no longer give love,
To my boyfriend, family or friends,
Instead my hearts filled with longing,
For the day all the pain ends.
