Torment, Bittersweet

Each breath I take, it wracks my lungs
In torment, bittersweet
My will to live, its just too strong
Its hard to keep my feet

Im on the verge. of collapse
This pain is just too great
And I dont want to live through
This time, this dire strait

Im on the edge of breakdown
And I am becoming manic
My life it is a battlefield
And Im starting to panic

Though each brief taste of happiness
Makes me want to live
To banish from me all this pain,
Theres nothing I wont give