You want to know whats going on inside of my head?
Put a bullet through it and shoot me dead,
Lye me softly onto the funeral bed,
All prey for mercy and wish me good,
Let me see your tears of sadness as I should,
Watch me smile,
If I only could.
Ive given you hints about my depression,
You don\'t seem to understand about my obsession,
The Knife = My life,
Joy to the world,
For a suicidal girl,
Don\'t worry about me,
Your just to f@#!&* caught up to see that I\'m not who I want to be,
F@#* O.:.f.:.f.:.,
Oh sorry that wasn\'t me,
that was the stronger girl i wanna be,
of course thats to hard for me to consider,
watch my soul turn from sweet to bitter,
I hate you all,
You f@#*@&^$ w.:.h.:.o.:.r.:.e.:.s,
Shoot me to the heart then down to the floor,
Cause then they can say,
On my tombstone that they put up that day,
\"She Died Of A Broken and Bleeding Heart\"
F!@$ you motherf@&$^$% your back to the start
