They did the same thing to me

The pain will always be there
No matter what you do
Youâ??re doomed to a life with no love and no friends
Only your rrazor bladeand your knife
People will point and laugh at you
But what can you do?
They will talk about you when your not there
And still when you are
They will continue to talk
Pretending not to see but really they just donâ??t care
But you just sit with a blank face
And a huge empty space where your heart should be
They look down upon you
Tell you that youâ??re not good enough
And you never will be
Youâ??ll always end up falling short
Happiness will be just beyond your grasp
Because they will always be there
To push you down
Push you under as you feel like your about to drown
Act as if they want you as a friend
Then you push again so far away
Youâ??re soon to grow cold and distant
All alone because there is not trust
No love no friends nothing but pain and hate
Anger will boil inside of your skin
As you try so hard to keep it within
And you ask how I know this
Well....they did the same thing to me