LOOK IN THE MERRIOR

Sitting here in the school,
feeling like a could cry.

do you know what it feels like to be hurt,
to feel like you could just die.

look into the merrior, what do you see?

please just for once, pay attition to me!

a girl with happy toughts, alive and well.

or a girl that screaming, and her lifes a living hell?

which ever one you see, or think you might know.

take a second glance, did you ever think i wouold sink this low?

lying in bed last night while kayla got ready for bed,

the thoughts of suicide moop in my head.

is it just me or am i really there?
do you think i would do it....
do you even care?

well only for you will i write this note,
and only for you will i try to float,

my body is sinking and my heart is giving up.
do you think this is it, have you had enough?

if you love me you will tell me now and tell me true,
why can\\\'t you be there for me i have always been there for you.

only for you have i always tried, but now all you can ask me is why i comitted suicide....

look in the merrior, what do you see?

do you see the \\\"happy face\\\" or do you just see....me?

~*~Lauren Michelle