I have to make a decision
Not one that I am too happy about
But things have to be done
I know that somehow I'll figure it out
He doesn't understand
Why I feel this way
All my life I have dealt with pain
Why bring some more today
He doesn't know how I feel
And how I cried all last night
How thinking about it all
Just fills my heart with fright
It goes against what I believe
I always said it was wrong
Now I find myself in a situation
That forces me to go along
And my heart is torn in two
And I try my best to think one way
Because if I think about it differently
I really don't think I'll have the strength that day
Day after tomorrow
I know will change me somehow
And even though I know I will forget
I cant stand the pain I feel now
He doesn't understand me
He says I am too emotional
But he doesn’t seem to realize
That what I am going to do is awful
I know I need to just do it
Maybe then these feelings will go away
But what about afterwords
Will the pain be there to stay?
Maybe he will understand
When I go and get things done
That what I need to go through
Is definitely not fun
But I cant blame him
For thinking up this solution
I am the reason that
We are both in this situation
So I guess I will do
What we both know I have to
I don’t like it, not one bit
But its just what I have to do
