Waiting..

Waitingâ?¦
thatâ??s all I will ever do

Im sick of waiting
Thinking every things going to be ok
But its not

Waiting hoping
that someday all these problems
will just go away

Fading cringing
Almost dieing
Pain regret weakness

Thereâ??s an easy way out of this
Thoughts of death
scurry through my head

Whats am I waiting for?
Time will not heal
Nothing will be alright

Why am I hoping
Wishing
Screaming
Crying
Why I am different
Why am I werid
Why did I have to be this person
That iv become to be?

Why is it nothings ever right
Why is it nothings ok
Why is it have to be this way

Nothing turns out right
I can never have a good day
I can never live on
without crying a day

I can never feel some comfort
When im held in some one else arms
I always seem to be
The one who hides

Always in the back of the class
Always pushing everyone away
Always am scared to be me

Why do I want this to be over
Why can I just be happy
Why did I have to end up being me..

Im sick of waiting
If it never works out
I done with waiting I am ending it now