Sweet lies

One more kiss
thats all it would take
to sooth my soul
of this longlasting heartbreak.

I stare out of my window and think you.
Just one more glimpse, or maybe two.
But it doesnt matter because you arent there.
It makes me wonder, will you ever be there again?

I thought this pain would never end
I thought my heart would never mend.
You didnt just say good-bye.
What you said really made me wish to die.

I couldn't believe it
in 3 short months
I had "fallen in love"
just to have my heart crushed

"Ill love you forever"
is what you said
but I guess the truth was
it was all in my head

Now its been 5 months
and weve seemed to lose touch
"Lets still be friends"
Can only mean so much

I told you my secrets
and you told me yours
you got me to stop
I listened to your problems

so how is it now
you share your secrets to another
when I thought you said
"you're the only one I trust"

What we had was beautiful
but you just had to screw it up
you say you really loved me
but if you did
wed still be together
and thats a fact.

You affected my life,
and I hope I affected yours,
but it seems that you have forgotten me now.
Im just a dream; an illusion if you will.

Never again will I believe your lies
and never again will you be the reason I cry.
Have a wonderful life, I wish you farewell,
I hope you find someone who TRULY "makes your heart swell."