And still...

I get so tired of the hurt
the aches and the pain
you told me that you loved me
but i guess it was a game

Did you feel at all guilty
when you told me this was forever
were you lying when you said
please leave me never

But it was my own fault
i believed you true
i was such a fool
to believe you'd ever come through

For me it was a first
this feeling named well
you swept me off my feet
and soon i fell

With our first kiss
i wish i would have known
soon'd come this heartbrake
I'd kill to disown

But what hurts the most
sad to say its true
i would love so much
to go running back to you

.....yeeep...well this was the first poem i wrote after this brake up (my 1st love)...tell me what ya think