Still Searching...

Always searching who I am and secrets hidden in my heart
Always looking for a way to keep my family from falling apart
my search goes on an endless path of ways
opening the sullen eyes to what God still lays

twists and turns, fulfilled fates fall and rise
taking in all the surroundings thoughts and advice
never forgotten are your goals but still somehow buried within
A life where losing is falling and all games are to win

When will a final purpose be found for me
When will I finally know what the future is to be
Cannot escape the pressure that resides in joy
There must be something else, something more

Only questions and uncomplete answers of life
what in my later life will be my hobby to strife
I may not have answers but the answers shall come
later in life to decide what I have become