Maybe someday I'll be happy,
but for now i don't know what to do,
because every time i turn around,
i start crying tears for you...
I'm always messing up,
and its something i can't control,
its part of my daily life,
it almost makes it full...
I'm always thinking of myself,
and hurting you too much,
i don't know why i do it,
maybe cause your the last thing i could touch,
my feelings are all gone now,
and my body is completely numb,
maybe thats why I'm forgotten,
forgotten to more than some.
i know everything I've done is wrong,
and i wish i could take it all back,
because you deserve everything,
but it is everything i lack.
you make me whole,
but i still keep hurting you,
i wish with all my heart i could stop,
and i think you do too.
you are so perfect,
and i am, well, not..
but to you i owe everything,
everything I've got.
tonight I'll make my wish on stars,
and wish that someday i can repay everything i owe,
it might take a while, but please hold on,
because i really do love you so.
if you give me one more chance,
I'll show you how happy i can be,
this happiness only comes,
from everything you show to me.
i am forever sorry,
and i hope in your heart you have room to forgive,
but of course you do,
because your not like me, and give,
you've given me everything,
even out of my nothing,
but one day when this is all past,
i can be that "ruined something"
everyday i search for something,
something i can repay,
you need the world and everything,
i know this everyday
so please just wait,
I'll soon catch up to you,
to everything you've shared and done,
and maybe my wishes will come true
