As my heart goes boom.

It hursts so bad.
Such an awful pain.
Just thinking about what I had.
What it took to attain.
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Our love was so great.
Such and impossible thing to find.
I called it fate.
But I was blind.
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My heart thumps.
Every now and then she crosses my mind.
Gives me goose bumps.
Just to think of how I fell so far behind.
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Did I really love her.
I ask myself time and time again.
My thought's blurr.
When I think of how it was then.
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Was it really so great.
The happy, the sad.
I thought I had found my soul mate.
And man was I glad.
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But things only got worse.
As our love entered its tomb.
And I remember the curse.
And my heart, when it went boom.

(c) JP