Where i'm left..

Here is where I'm sitting
I'm watching time go by
and i feel a tear drop forming
in the corner of my eye

I don't know why I'm crying
but the tears start pouring down
i don't know how to stop it
but I'm hoping i might drown..

no ones there to save me
when I'm drifting off to sleep
it feels like I've been buried
and my life's the giant heap

my thoughts flow like the river
and my minds the racing sea
but when i open up my eyes
its dark in front of me

I hate the way I'm feeling
and that i cant stop this pain
they say i should be healing
but I'm just going insane

the heart inside Me's breaking
as i watch you walk away
and although i fake a smile
i will not be OK.