Father What Father

I go to bed every night wishing to die.
So I donâ??t have to live through another one of you lies.
The pain I go through,
Its all because of you!
Why do you live life with hate,
With guilt, with sorrow, and with pain.
WHY cant you just open your gate!
Let us help you.
Your supposed to be here for us.
To love us!
But when you say it how can we trust you!
Youâ??re a stranger.
FAMILY???? What family!?
Youâ??re the farthest thing from a real father!
Your not here for us
God why cant you just grow up!
Cant you see were sick of trying
WERE STILL JUST KIDS and yet were still not crying?