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by JynX Oct 19, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
Once every week They could see eachother, And three hours a day They talked to one another. At ten o'clock They said their goodbye's, ready to talk again At eleven forty-five. But his mother stayed up and stayed on the phone, Like she planned it out Like their plan she had known. He left a short message Crying on her cell, Not sure why he was so hurt He just couldn't tell. The next day came And so did her call, But he soon found out It wasn't her after all. it was her mom with horrible news, It seems he had lost The last he could lose. The phone fell to the floor His mind filled with fright, It seems she had died Sometime in the night. His knees soon gave out As he too hit the floor, With her now gone He had nothing more. He hugged himself Crying tear after tear, Knowing it was over After barely a year. All that he wished for Just that last call, But he couldn't have it He couldn't have anything at all. Last night was his chance And he screwed it up, His last chance to call That's so just his luck. With nothing to lose And nothing to live for, He takes out a razor From inside his drawer. The cutting begins But he doesn't quit, He's tired of life He's sick of it. He lays in his bed And with one final breath, He bids life goodbye And bids welcome to death.