Still after trying, I can't let her go...
The love I have for her still needs to be shown.
There's no way I can stop this love.
The only way is to ascend to above.
I love her with every beat of my heart.
Once the beating stops, we can finally part.
I haven't felt this way about anyone before.
I'm serious about her, and I just love her more and more.
It kills me inside when she tells me she's moved on...
Because inside, my feeling for her is never gone.
I love her because she makes me feel so comfortable.
Everything about her is just so damn loveable.
I adore the heart she has locked deep within her chest.
I've been mean to her many times, I must confess...
I've apologized, and yet again been forgiven.
I believe I don't deserve it, but she won't stand to listen.
She confuses me every day that we speak.
I want to call to her, but my voice just won't reach.
Does she play with my heart, just so I won't go away?
Or is it really true that her feelings have stayed.
I run our long talks over again in my mind.
She's either very cruel or incredibly kind.
I know that deep inside, she's very much hurt.
It's mainly my fault that tears soak her shirt.
I haven't broken a promise, and I'm not about to start.
But the things she tells me start to break my heart.
I feel so lost within my mind, I'm swimming in circles.
I want so badly just to be with her.
She won't let me die, yet she's killing me slowly.
I can't believe after all this time, she doesn't think she knows me.
Inside I can see I'm diving deeper and deeper.
For her, I just keep falling harder and harder.
I know deep down I can't affect her choice.
She's intent on listening to her inner voice.
I've made a mistake and I've really been messed.
I tried telling her moving on was the best.
I guess indirectly the fault is my own.
My hate for myself just keeps on growing.
Still I don't know exactly where I stand.
The only thing stopping me is her far distant homeland...
