I sat in my room all that night
and sadly enough i live my life in fright
the heartbreak keeps coming back
and the pain finds a new way to attack
i cry and cry until i can sleep
but when my eyes shut my heart still weeps
a day doesn't go by were I'm not okay
shocking as it sounds i find a way to make it threw my days
i have a few friends but there not true
so there just another reason why my heart is blue
and a boyfriend there to much
I wouldn't think of doing such
No guys like me in the girlfriend kind of way
when i come around i know in there heart they want me to go away
my family doesn't know what goes on
My mother is to busy with her boyfriend Dom
My dad died when i was three
My brother is the only one who looks out for me
His 19 but have his own life
So when i cry it's my wrist that i slice
i watch the blood slowly fall
and i bang my other hand against the wall
Nobody's home on this cold night
and no longer will i live my life out of the light
I'm sorry dear brother but i have to leave
in this life i don't want to be
so let me take my hand a drift away
And surely enough I'll come across you another day
