You say you want to work things out
be like the past, how many years, count
you are happy when others come around and you have a big smile
never seen that when we hung out, yeah I'm jealous, put it in the file
i thought of you as a sister you know
you said the same thing, but girl it don't show
you treated me like everyone else, but that also fell
I'm usually excited to talk to you so what the hell
i know your busy but i know you could make some time
maybe its true, the friendship was based on drama and wasn't worth a dime
now that ti don't have drama we don't talk much anymore
i don't get it, so sick of these feelings, try to get over it, but what for
i already lost a best friend once, finally got over it, for most part
don't want to go through that again, its like being on an emotional roller coaster cart
so tell me now, am I your best friend or has time changed, man its confusing
i want to know the truth, really, better to know now before no time for explaining
This is hard for me to say, I've never talked to you like this before
i don't want to go through what I did again, felt like a war
you said its my choice to make our friendship better, well if its worthwhile
i cant make you have fun with me , i cant force you to smile
so again i cant stop thinking about if this is the right choice
i think I'm done trying, nothing, worked, forced to use my voice
it will take forever to get over, but summer was a great start
i know, i know, the friendship falling was my fault, I'm a retard
i just cant pretend anymore that everything is alright
cant stand just saying hi compared to convo's that last all night
you said we were so close we could pick up where we left off; OK kewl
we we weren't, I don't think so , it bothered me that we didn't talk out of school.
