The Final Embrace (i dont know how to let you go)

I remember those times, the memories
when we together, as u put it 'together forever'
and oh god, your smile, was my paradise,
but your hugs n sweet embrace every time i fell into your arms...
it was heaven.

and when we would sneak out to our secret somewhere...
we had our moonlight dances at midnight.
n then we could lay on the clouds in our own true heaven
and look up at the stars of our destiny.
Then u would whisper in my ear only words i could hear..
.."sweetheart, my beautiful sweetheart, I'll love ya forever"
tears of joy were then what i cried, as i returned his soft words.
Then i would slip into his heavenly embrace, never wanting it to end...

ya, your sweet hello hugs and your wonderful goodbyes,
were what kept me going, when things were unbearable
You told me to believe in myself, u kept me alive
i never thought for a minute, that u would turn cold.
How could a heart full of so much love suddenly change
The last night we met in our beautiful somewhere..
instead of saying the words that would lift me to ecstasy
u said the words that stabbed my heart and made me bleed
..." i love you, but, this relationship just cant work out, things change..."
and instead of holding me in his arms, giving me those heavenly hugs...
u whipped the tears from my eyes, got up with sorrow, n left me to lay there alone.
in that miserable, terrible somewhere, at midnight, without a last dance or glance.
But no matter how much you've hurt me inside, i still think theres a chance for us
because my biggest problem is that i don't know how to let you go.

I no i cant be with you, you did what u had too do, u were more sensible than me.
You saw that u n me were not for eternity, i was just a foolish victim of love.
It seems I've misjudged love..
But i don't know how to let you go......

But the thing that was the most painful...the thing that we shared for so long...
u didn't give me one last of your smiles, no more kisses on the cheek...no more hugs...
I never got that last embrace.
U left me with tears in both of our young foolish eyes, yet with no final embrace.

And even though I've found someone new and think I've moved on....
Inside..........I don't know how to let you go..................