It's unreal
that someone can actually love me
as much as he says he does.
he is so good to me
and it's times like these that i question his love.
why am i so upset?
i constantly ask myself
is it because i miss the only one i truly love that i see, what it feels once an eternity?
i dont think its possible for him to love me as much as i love him.
he explains his love as if it is unbeatable
but is it possible?
it's crazy, sometimes confusing
its too good to be true it seems
i have this awful thought in my head that he is going to change his mind about me
it's my biggest fears at times like these
i hate thinking it, but it's always on my mind.
all the what-if's fill my head
i try to ignore, but they wont go away
