WHaT dO I do

At 3 the best friend called, told me she's on court
tried to sound happy, but she knew and wanted the weekly report
told her we just need to have a long serious talk
all i want is time, don't care if we sit, stand or walk

I miss the goofy things we did together
don't want to graduate without her, celebrating and partying like no other
it's our senior year, won't let my best friend walk out on me now
we've been through to much, I won't, no way no how

i just need to know that she still wants to be close again and such
in the back of my mind, i have a doubt, she does not show much
i want to hear those words out of her mouth and believe it for the first time
right now i don't, i hear it but it is not clear, just bunch of slime

best friends are supposed to be excited to see each other
she is not, I've been watching, been going on forever
i want her to know it makes me feel like I'm just a regular person, plain friend
I've been agreeing with her forever, need to tell her i don't want her to pretend

i let her know she's a very important person to me
she thinks I'm being funny, girl no, you helped me change and get free
i refuse to let our friendship fall because of stubbornness
i have a lot of it, but sometime i want to break down and confess