Average Teen

Look at me
yea I'm the average teen
lost in thought
for hours on end
wishing i could take
all this in
disappointment comes with every day
depression comes in waves
only one good thing
in my life
expression is the only way
i can take flight
all my friends
want to be gone
leaving me alone
to ponder on
why doesn't he like me?
what do i do?
cant someone love me
the way i want them to?
i want to disappear
i really don't
want to be here
fantasizing all day
how things could
go my way
i believe in
everything i fear
i don't want to see
everything i hear
time is going too fast
i want these years to last
my life takes a turn
with every step i take
stupid decisions
i try not to make
i want someone
there with me
on my way
be my comfort
through each day
i need security
someone please be it for me
look at me
yea I'm the average teen