Dismay

by Jacob M Parnell   Oct 19, 2005


Ive ran my life into the ground.
Trying to make it all right.
Constantly screaming, without making a sound.
Unable to fall asleep, deep into the night.
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Never understanding.
Why my life has been this way.
With such a demanding.
My vision is gray...
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Nothing really matters.
To me anymore.
My world shattered.
That day when I was four.
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My parents havent been there.
Only one true friend.
Lifes been unfair.
And ive had no time to mend.
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But thats ok.
I think ive done well.
Day after day.
I live through hell.
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Not wanting tomorrow.
Not wanting today.
I live in sarrow.
My life is dismay.

(c) JP

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