Stay with you

*this is long and I'm sorry*

staying is hard
but not when its love
i know some may say
shes an angel from above

most times they're right
some times they're wrong
but i know one thing

wait you know what i don't really know
if i should stay
or if i should go

some days i love her
some days i don't
but when i loose her
i wont...

i wont be there when she falls
when she sleeps
and when she fails

i wont be there to watch her win
when she graduates
and when shes married

but I'm going to stay
with you forever
in my heart
we will always be together

I'm scared to loose you
out of my life
thats where my friend comes in
hes called Mr sharp knife

i miss you so much
i just want you back
but i don't try hard enough
like my mom says i slack

but when i ask you
you always say you cant
thats when I'm scared to say
you should

this is the time
where i watch my life go by
and you blow away
my spirit fly

but i want you to be here
with me forever
so i could be happy
and we could be together

but like my friend once said
you cant force people to love you
thats when i think
what should i do?

i think for awhile
could you come back to me?
i wish we could
just be how we used to

i know your with him
happy as can be
but for me

i feel like hes the player and I'm the coach
watching him score
but im the one who loves you the most

i love you
and I'm sorry