I believe her when she calls me a fool.
Falling in love is a silly thing to do.
It's stupid and begets nothing but trouble.
It fonfuses you and stes your heart aflutter.
I must admit that for her I fell hardest.
With her, my mind knew no rest.
I couldn't believe I found someone like her.
She had everything I looked for and more.
She's the one I've dreamed of in my fantasy.
She's got the best and one-of-a-kind quality.
I felt for once that I had no problems.
I believed she was the one chasing them.
I felt weird at first, and I feel weird now.
For months with her I've never frowned.
I tried my best to make her happy.
Hoping that she'll do the same for me.
To this day, I've never been disappointed.
She still has the skills to make my face red.
This week has been different however.
Discussing I had no chance with her ever.
I had her choose to let me go.
Little did I know it would hurt for both.
I cried so much thinking she really could.
Then I cried much more hearing that she would.
I went to my secret hiding place.
To think about her and how my heart raced.
Losing her would be the worst experience.
Nothing else in my world would help me balance.
I've given her my heart and soul.
It's up to her to keep it warm or cold.
I've thought and believed it was time to die.
Will I ever retrieve that heart of mine?
I want to leave it with her for memories.
So no matter what, she'd never lose me.
I've made a promise that's damn near impossible.
Deciding to keep it is maybe unbearable.
Now I've heard that she loves me so much.
I start to think that it's just my luck.
Right at the moment I wanted to be gone.
She cries to me and my life is prolonged.
Did she say that just to keep me alive?
Or did she mean it from deep inside?
I think to myself very confusedly.
What is it that Fate wants to do with me?
Am I cursed to walk alone forever?
Or is it with her that my life's to share?
Her words contradict as they fight in my memories.
Does she know how much this is killing me?
I've confessed that I'd give everything and more for her.
Now I don't know, I might have nothing to live for.
She's the reason I wake in the morning and don't sleep at night.
I talk to her, and when I hear her voice, I smile with delight.
With the thoughts of what that was fading,
My smile is slowly deteriorating.
I had two paths, and I chose to walk this.
I have no regrets, just obstacles to kick.
She's purely a treasure, worth the gentlest touch.
But I can't get to her, the distance is too much.
All I can do is yell and hope for the best.
"I LOVE YOU TILL THE DAY THAT I REST!"
