Get away

I want to end it now
end it all where i lay
i cant stand it 1 more minute
and theres nothing making me stay

but somethings holding me back
while i stare at the pills
I'm hoping that they work
I'm praying that they kill

but what is it thats holding me back
its like a little glimmer of hope
but should i stay and sit and wait
i don't know if i can cope

with people constantly b**ching
its all just got to much to take
cant seem to do anything right
with the choices that i make

I'm dying to get out
of this body and this life
I'm staring at the pills
but my eyes wonder to a knife

but somethings telling me to stop
that Lil hope in my head
don't know if i should listen
pretty soon i could be dead...

should i hold on to the hope
that one day my life might be great
wait for my prince charming
just sit here and wait......