Today you waved at me in the hall
I waved back so you didn't think I was mad
although inside I was very angry
and inside my heart was sad.
I don't get why I can't stand up to you....
I wish I didn't care but I really do!
I wonder why you treat me this way
sometimes I don't even know what to say.
You were once my very best friend
but now I'm wondering if I should let this end.
It is haunting to be pushed to the side
and yet still this feeling is what I hide.
I am scared of what comes tomorrow
will I be happy or will I have more sorrow?
I can't believe you make me feel this way
you make me feel like our friendship was wasted away!
You act like it don't matter much
but to me, it really does
inside you are hurting me
and I wish things were how they used to be!
We used to have fun everyday
but then you got a boyfriend and pushed me away!
Did you know how I felt when I had a boyfriend and you got mad at me
then you should know how I feel and somehow you should be able to see.
I broke up with my boyfriend
because you meant more
but you're still with your guy
and somehow I feel real unsure!
Are you using me
to just be at your side
or are you acting things out
forcing your feelings to hide?
I can't take much more of this
this I understand but you can't seem to see
why is it that you are being so mean to me?
I don't understand what I did so wrong
and yet I am surprised we've been friends for this long!
