It happens every time Jared! i told you i want to but you are so mean to me and that i know what happens after words! you call and chew me out for telling everyone when i didn't say a word to anyone!! they knew Jared the places we said we were weren't even in that direction! you don't know how much i love you! i love you more than anyone or anything and always will you were my first everything!! and you just don't get that i really do love you and you only use me for one thing and everybody always tells me you are so dumb hes so mean to you but yet i do everything for you! i just can't tell you NO and i don't know why! because you wouldn't do half the stuff i do for you! and i fall for the same words every time! i say Jared you are so mean to why should and you go i promise i won't things are different just if you don't run your mouth but i don't run my mouth i sit and say no we didn't and stuff like that but Jared they aren't dumb! i just love you so much and yet you don't know it and to hear that you have something for Kayla we thats what i heard! am i really that bad compared to her? i think the only reason you talk to her is to get some but if its because you want more than that then i guess i really am that bad! but why Jared we used to have such a good friendship and used to watch TV together go snowmobiling together and just sit and talk but then i made one stupid mistake and ruined it all well it really wasn't stupid because your good but it just did to much damage to out friendship because thats all you want now! i love you baby! i wish you knew that!
