I Can't Have You

The voices i hear in my head.
i don't want to fall asleep tonight.
I'll have dreams about you.
i don't want them to come back.

you were everything to me.
until i found out somethings.
now i just want to hate you.
but you still rub my legs.

still ask me what's wrong.
you won't write me a song.
put it in words of taking me out.
into a the trash bin.

you say you can do it.
you love me so much.
even care about me.
but how can i believe that.

how did i begin to say this.
i do love you with all my heart.
the broken shattered one i own.
underneath my window.

beating with out a pulse.
the blood is upon me.
the cries begin to poor.
and i begin to punch a wall.

i begin to poor out everything.
the tears begin to shed.
knowing i do love you.
but some how i can't have you.