Always Getting Worse

I feel like I can't control it. It's like I'm possessed or something. I'm screaming, but all I hear is silence. All I see is a depressed girl hurting herself. It's like I was enjoying the pain and I enjoy seeing the work I've done. My whole body just feels weak like I could fall over and die. I just think about what else I can do. The whole time I do this, I just think how awful he is and how dumb I am to still go for that. How stupid can I be to give in when I'm with him. Why do I keep living with this piece of shit!? All I want to do right now is hurt something. I just want to jam my fist through a wall. I can't even do anything about anything anymore. I feel so worthless

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