I felt it!

I felt the pain
i felt the pinch
I realized it would hurt others
When i felt choked to death
I felt it squeeze tight
I knew i did it to myself
I'm sorry i felt it hard
I almost ended my life
I felt it i really did
I almost left this world of mine
It was an old friendship bracelet
then i realized how much people care
This is only part of it
I felt my inside get cold
I felt the muscle in my throat
It felt like it was going to snap

To be continued.....