Yesterday is Tomarrow

I wish things would change. Everyday is the same. I want to just wake up one day and feel good about myself. I walk around and it's just another lousy morning. Why was I chosen this life? I just wish something exciting would happen. I wish someone would reach out and feel my pain. I may look happy on the outside, but I am screaming and crying inside. Most of the time I want to just die so I don't have to suffer through all this shit. What are you supposed to do when you don't have someone there to talk to and cry with. I feel so lonely. There isn't anyone out there so much like me to know my feelings. Everyone who says they are there for me, really aren't. I feel as if I am a bug. Something that people just step on. They don't notice you are there, because they are too worried about how they look, even if they didn't, they don't take a deeper look to understand what it's like. I wonder when my day is that I will feel like the most important thing. Who knows if I even have one. Would anyone even notice if I just disappeared?

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