Tired of Loving You

I've got to apologize to You, I made a mistake,
I shouldn't have fallen in Love with You, but in You I had faith.

You gave me hope, You gave me dreams and made me whole when I was so deprived,
You gave a sense of direction to my life, I felt real, then You took it all away and buried my alive.

You took my dignity, You took my soul and You were proud
of what You'd done,
never looking back to even ask if I still had air in my lungs.

I was sick and weak, as if death had held me close, hoping
I'd make it through to see You Love, clenching my fist,
rather You left me when I needed You the most, what could
have I possibly done to You to deserve something like this?

See when we first got together, You made me believe that
You were the one,
I couldn't believe that I had found You, You were as perfect
as they come.

You promised me many things, You promised me You
wouldn't ever change,
because I Loved You I believed You, so I guess I have
only myself to blame.

It seems all You wanna do now is party, sin and
transgress,
I try my best not to Love You, all I can do is pray
vigorously for You and hope for the best.

I hate that I still Love You, because You've become
something and someone else,
I guess I just refuse to believe that the person I fell
in Love with is dead, if so I'm dead myself.

I've tried so very hard to hate You, but I'd walk on
water before I could ever do that,
I'm sorry I fell in Love with You, all those feelings
I felt, promises I made, like You, I'll try my best to
act like they didn't mean shit and take it all back ...