I cant find a way to describe it
how to tell what i feel
whats all inside
whats screaming: LET ME BREATH
all the plaque build up
the cigarette ash
beyond my creaky door
a door of hatred, deceiving lies, debated truth
the truth i couldn\'t see
i cant find a way to describe
the pain i endure
the piercing bleed of everything thats real
witness its nauseous sight
its hard to keep it all gulped within
within the safe i lock so tight
the hungry homeless
outside Perkins on Sunday morning
i can keep it all at the tip of my tongue
while you try to beat it out
but i could never truly unclench
unless i learned to trust an inmate
until pounding bruises and infected gashes form a key
we wont enlighten on how i feel of you
