**I know it may not be good...I'm sorry if its not**
I want to tell you why I'm in pain
Instead all these words I hold in vain
I just wish out they would spill
Maybe in some sort of pill
Then I could feed it to you
Then you would know of it to
But instead on my hands and knees I Neel to pick up the pieces to my shattered heart
Its not the only thing thats fallen apart
I want to tell you
I really do
But I don't want to hurt you
Like I have done before to you
So instead I hide
I sneak and lie and say I'm fine
You may know I'm not
But the past is what is not forgot
It comes to the pain
That makes me keep these words in vain
