I go to work as any other normal day and finally I see her the girl I was waiting for, Anita, my BFF and we smile at eachother but then I look into her eyes and see that she is not the same not on any other day. I am in front unable to talk to her to find out the mystery, that is puzzling her brain. I am finally sent to the back five in drive thu! Yeah1 I am sent to first booth with Anita!! yeah! I take a few orders as the silence grew! I got a piece of paper and I got a Pen and began to write:
Shes moving, I feel like now all I play is the role of the innocent friend. I am her best frined just waiting to feel the harsh heartache of her move! Am I being selfish cause I want her to stay? We are supposed to be BFF. I feel selfish because I know she has bigger problems that the feeling of me effected by her actions:( When she moves I feel our friendship will be threatend. I am scared that she will for get about me and find a new best friend:( That is my biggest fear. Her reason for moving is a mystery and my heart will soon be history, I will miss her no doubt and I will fear she wll forget me for she will move on. I begin to ask will I see her again outside of my fears? Will she write? As I stand there pondering trying to pick her mind, HOPING I was in them. She will always be in my heart and mind, and I will never for get the moment we shared. I stand here trying to clear my head and not cry. I would give up my life dream to be a cheerleader, to have her stayI watch her read it as silent tears roll down her cheek.
I start to cry letting my emotions show, the world has froze with costomers waiting.
