To die my death in the bathroom stall
to look in the mirror and through it all
to cry out and not be heard
to be looked at and thought absurd
to take the 32 pills
to drown your pain from all these years
to cry till you go dry
to cut and hope to die
to end up talking to the bathroom floor
in the hospital you are once more
nothing changed
no one changed
but you, you will always remember that day
the day you put your life on the line
ready to let go
so close then taken back
to bad i didn't die
maybe just one more try
