Goodbye

One day you might understand
Why I had to take my very own life.
I was so sick of living a life I new wasnâ??t me.
I use to be so happy and cheerful
So bright and bubbly
I use to live and love to be alive.
I donâ??t know how or why I changed
But I no it happen so fast.
Its like I just woke up one morning and the happy cheerful girl had gone
I donâ??t know where but I know she wasnâ??t going to come back
Not now, not ever
So please understand why I have to leave
I was so unhappy
So depressed
Please donâ??t be sad
Please donâ??t be angry or disappointed with me
I hope one-day you can understand that I was very sick
No matter how much time went by I was never going to get better
Just promise me one thing
That you will remember me as the happy cheerful girl I use to be
And not the depressed girl I became