When you found me I was broken.
The moment i uttered "i love you",
I started to get back on my feet
to put the broken pieces into a whole.
So scared was "I"
Not knowing what to expect
or what to forget.
Would it be a new true love?
or another broken heart.
Would it be rejection?
or another frustration.
Would it be sweet promises
that would soon turn out into lies?
Or would it be me and me alone in the end?
I was just so scared to be hurt again.
I act the way i shouldn't.
I hide from the reality that knows me.
For i needed to cover up because you might not understand.
And I'm afraid I might loose you.
Beneath me lies confusion and fear,
lies doubts and regrets from the past.
That you didn't know how painful it is for me to open up,
how painful it is for me to give my all again.
I wasn't that helpless.
Maybe discouraged.
Or maybe frustrated.
But I wasn't helpless at al!
Although the dreams that I had were shattered.
The love that glows turned to black and white.
The faith that I had was lost.
The meaning of my existence had been taken away.
but somehow you rescued me from my fall.
Somehow you brought life back on its course.
Somehow you poured love over me.
A love that I'm not even sure of,
that would really help me grow.
A love that I'm not sure of that's totally mine.
But that love I will be fighting for,
with this little strength that's left in me.
If I have to lose your love one day.
I just wish that everything was enough for you.
For I did my best to keep you satisfied.
I have given you all of me.
Though sometimes you may never know
How much I really tried.
But there'll be no regrets because it is official,
that I chose to love you and you alone!
