So many

So many things to tell you
no words to get them out
so forgotten to even hear me
no matter how loud I shout

so many things to show you
no picture explains all
so forgotten to see me
not a single phone call

so many things to ask you
don't want to know the truth
deceiving things you've done
I'm still in love with you

so many memories
to painful to recall
so many months wasted
willing to forget it all

why'd you take my hand
take my heart and break it
looked right into my eyes
say I love you and fake it.