Jagged Angel 2

Tattered and torn from the pain that she put him through,
After hearing about the accident with the knife,
She knew that his love for her was true.

But she continued to play the games,
And she didn?t seem to care,
She wanted to call him,
To make sure he was ok,
But instead she said, ?Why do I even dare.?

While she was lying in bed talking to her new love on the phone,
He was lying in bed,
Crying to himself hating that she wasn?t there,
And the insecurity for the first time ever
The feeling of being alone.

Regardless of what she told him about being friends,
He couldn?t take it any longer,
So her grabbed the phone, dialed her number,
And then closed his eyes as he nervously pressed send.

After a few rings she picked up the phone,
And the first words out of his mouth to her was,
?I hate being alone.?
She told him that is was to bad and she could care less,
He couldn?t stand the pain,
He would die from the stress.

She told him ?why in the world did you cut your wrist??
He said to her ?I couldn?t stand the pain,
of knowing how much of you that I would have to miss.?

She told him again that she could never be his friend,
And she told him not to ever call her again.
He hung up the phone, and he cried on how much he hated his life,
He wanted to just die, but something told him not to grab the knife.

Every night he lye in bed wanting to call her but she said never to bother,
Till one day she called him crying,
Telling him she found out that someone hung them self,
And she told him
?It was her father.?

Sad and upset she asked him to come over
because she did not know what to do,
He told her he would be there,
Thinking it wasn?t true.

When he got there he realized that it was all-true,
She gave him a hug and said ?I am sorry? and ?I love you?
He slowly backed away as he was confused,
She did not know how much of him that she had abused.

He told her that he was sorry for her dad and it was time for him to go,
She frantically ran behind him,
Trying to stop him screaming ?Please No.. No?

She asked him not to go and she could not be alone,
And he told her as he shut the car door,
?Now you know how I feel when you told me that on the phone.?

He told her that he was tired of the games and that he was now over her,
He now was not blind, his vision was clear,
It was not all a blur.

She stared out the window as she watched him go out the door,
She now knew why that he cut him self,
She was feeling the pain he was feeling the love that was completely tore.

To this day they never see each other again,
What love can do to two people it is a shame,
She has moved on,
But he still carries all of her caused pain.

But in reality,
to him she is never far,
As she is there on his wrist,
The permanent,
Love Cursed Scar.

i know it is long plz vote and comment

© Bobby Brownlie 2004