Clean Again

I was wondering if I was wrong
But how can I not give in when you look at me
I thought I was so strong
How do you do this to me

I crumble beneath you
And let myself sink in
Giving you myself that is so true
I give way to the sin

I wake up to an ache in my heart
worrying that you won't stay
How could we ever be apart
You led me to this dismay

I gave in to what I promised I wouldn't do
Now look at me I am a mess
Because I compromised what I knew
How will I ever pass his test

Will he forgive me for this
How will I become clean again
Will I get over the bliss
And what will happen then?