Daddy, You we're never there

I never knew my dad
i wonder who he is?
will I ever meet him?
what will happen if i do?
if he returns Will i be happy?
Or will i yell?
or maybe i will break down in tears
Will i even care?
i hate him for leaving but why did he go?
i wonder will I ever know?
I wonder was it my fault
Did my mom and him get in a fight?
i wonder about that each day and everynight
I cant stand when people talk about their dads
it makes me really sad
i never will experience being "Daddy's little girl"
and thats what really eats me up inside
i never will have happy moments with daddy by my side :'(

{I wrote this about 5-6 years ago thats why it's not so good}