Disbelief In My Eyes

I was lying on my bed on a gloomy day, just talking on the phone.
Listening to him talk, I could hear the sad, mellow tone of his voice.
This was not the way he usually sounded.
At that moment, I knew something was wrong.

I continued to listen, hoping he would cheer up, but my hopes were let down fast.
Now, I began to get a bad feeling in my gut and I was afraid to ask what was wrong.
So I just continued to listen to his voice as I began getting depressed.
My anxiety was now to the extreme.

After a long, awkward silence I asked him what was wrong.
Another long silence followed.
Now I really began to worry.
What could have suddenly happened to make him so upset and depressed?

Finally, I get a response.
One I did not want to hear.
He didn`t want to tell me, but that didn`t matter.
Because it was the truth and thatâ??s what hurt.

Now, it is silent once again, as I stare in disbelief.
The conversation is continued as tears begin coming out of my eyes.
He always told me that he would never like anyone else and I was the only one for him.
But that was obviously a big fairy tail in his mind.

I remained silent and had nothing to say.
My tears said it all.
My heart suddenly shattered.
At that moment the silence is broken.

My cheeks looked like a moving stream, as tears rapidly came out of my eyes.
I could not believe I was hurt so bad, by someone who was thought of as such a great guy.
Obviously my expectations were lower than they should have been,
Because if I would have been correct, I would not have been heart broken by him