What am i to you?
don't say you don't know
don't say you need time
i don't want another lie
tell me what you're thinking
tell me how you feel
would you catch me if i fall?
would you even be there at all?
I'm sick of waiting
I'm sick of wanting
are you worth it?
don't look at me like that
i can't trust your eyes
i can't trust myself
are you telling lies?
what is real?
am i dreaming?
i can't deal with this
goodbye
you say let's talk
finally you've called
do i want to hear?
i don't know
I've waited for this
am i best not knowing?
will it be like before?
I'm so unsure
where do i stand?
just breathe
i tell myself
i take a breath
and sit down
the ball lands in new territory-
my court
another chance?
maybe
