Help

For the people who read my poem and then decide to comment please ignore these comments that lexcondevil has made. nothing he says in his comments are realted to my poems. and everything he says in his comments are lies about me.

You know i dont know if its trew but i think u to have done it now i think that is what you were afraid of befor. i will always love you nuthing can change that your in my heart and i carie you with me always ..... i want to come back to school next turm but im not shere if my heart can handale it be sides only 428 days tell your 18
i dont know what's going to hapin on the 31st it depends on who test me and stuff b/c loseing you i havent ben the same i think about you all the time yes i like this girl ashley but.........im so lost ............. just please save your self form geting that hert agian dont do seireus stuff with neil remember you learnd who to masterbate use that if you can hold out tell you two are farther along in life and dentogether tell your 18 then yeah i could see that but if you got pragnit how would he pay for ennything he cant keep a job i just really dont want to see you get hert agian and if i find you help you have to make the best of it i trewly care about you i dont think i could handle you killing your self besides not all my dreams have come trew yet ill see you later princess p/s you really should be with neil alone or when your not sapose to ge together it can get you in alot of truble

What happind i wanna know please i wanna help you even as a friend i wanna know.......tonight i couldnt sleep you poped in my head and told me something was wrong i might have found someone els i like her i think she might like me but you know me im really shy about that kind of thing