Forget about you

Why do i care about you when you dont care about me?
whenever i'm around i know in your mind you want me to leave
when i know i'll meet new guys who will treat me like a friend
that i can have fun with, be myself but till then
i know i'll still think about you. why do i keep torturing myself?
when you know your not wanted it feels like hell
i know i have friends and family who care about me and want me to be there
why do i do this to myself? to myself i'm not being fair
so i'll try my hardest to forget about you
and get on with my life and live it like i want to.